today...i wondering..i had alot of asaignment dat had to be done...n u know what im doing...i've been looking 4 my old friend since i high school...i miss them n wonder what they doing rite now...its been 7 years i nvr have a chance to talk to them...to know the latest of their story...cz everybdy has chosen thier own way since we enter into form4...ya...dat what a life its all about...when s/times u r looking outsides the box or choose to go back to where u belong n starting moving out...u will / may be lost contct with ur friend...or they tend to ignore u....i've meet a few friend..the old friend of mine....when we start seeing each other for 2-3 years before...we contct each other..chatting...n when they know where i've been studying n etc...they tend to go far away from me...dat y s/times i didnt want to tell them where i've been studying..what course dat i've been taken...b'coz i hate when they juz keep quite and starting to ignore me...its hurting ok.....although not all of them like dat.....i juz want they know..no matter high level u r...u should look down...b'coz dat will make u know urself better....n realize who u really are.....

hummm....tetibe teringat hari ni..one of my friend said that she dont like da left handed person coz they cant take the other advice...i am da left handed person so she was talking in front of me for several tym..i think she pointed at me...am i dat bad...its not like i doesnt want to accept the other opinion..but sometimes if the opinion doesnt come into my logical thinking...i hard for me to accept..but im still reasonable person...dat y when i hang out with other of my friend..my best friend...i tend to listen 1st before i speak...especially when i mad...i think not all da left handed person was stubborn or etc...may b i was da one who stubborn or da one dat cant take the other advise but the other left handed will not hv da same kind of attitude like me..but for me..when she made that statement she should think 1st..because she not close enough to me..to know me well...and i also never judge her coz 4 me..she was nice and easy going person but s/times i can feel that da way she talk to me its diff compare when she talk to other friend..but its ok...i tend to manage my feeling with that...ya...when i think bout what she had said...she might be right...coz we cant judge our ownself...n i accept what she said as advice dat i should change some of my attitude..coz its hard to make everybdy to like u...to comfortable and be friend with u....hehehe....

besides that....im also quite talkative person n its only happen to the person that i know well..but i also know s/times...it will make the other people think im really2 anoyed...heheheh....i know im not good enough even s/times i told myself...do not talk to much...cz i d/n want to be a person with empty tin...hehehehe