hell ya...u know what i made mistake again...again n again...why everytym i let my emotion to control me again...i dunno it is because the tiriod that im having rite know or pms or it is me that having prob...hmmmm....yesterday...i mad to k.ju..i know she also mad at me...bcoz i can feel the lihe she wont smile at me da way she used to be...im doom...im made mistake again...i know my mistake..its not a big deal actually im just mad bcoz she keep laughing and distract me since she sit besides me....hmmmmmmmmmm.....i dunno how to explain....i hope she not mad yet...im sorry...im really means that..."terlajak perahu bole diundur terlajak kate bdn binasa"......but i just mad yesterday but now all the madness was gone...am i too sensitive..i dunno i didnt get the answer.....even not a word....speechless..............................................................................................

happy b'day...sweet-22 to myself..huhuhu..im getting older..no...not older..but im getting mature...so supposedly i hope i can handle myself better since im 22 now...n i wish i know how to react as adult n to be reasonable in anything that i do....happy b'day syuhadah..happy b'day to urself..ur parent n sibling now they r at kg coz ada kenduri arwah...so they may be can wish 4 u...but its ok...i dont mind...but im quite sad also..since my bf forget my b'day...he didnt even call me..or text me...to wish my bday....how sad is that...."sesungguhnya sabar separuh dari iman"...be smile 4 urself n chillout.....yeah....i think on monday i want to but present for myself..hehehe....my friend also didnt wish for me..huhuhu...as usual not many person will remember ur b'day or none of them remember ur b'day..huhuhu.....but k.su have wish for me...n buy a berger...so sweet...n i get bruch frm her...thx ya...thx a lot...