new adventure~~~~

This is soo goood...after such a long years....
Now im married...
N i hv a such a lovely baby boy..now he 6mths aldy
I dont like blog...
But somehow i need to find a way to spill to express how i felt

B4 dat. Last entry i read i talk about how stupid i am after what he did to me...but now im gladly said and share he is now my husbnd...
Im feel so bless to choose him..
Hes so damn good husbnd..
A good friend of my
My best friend.. my listener...

So far...things hv been so good...

Just today..i found out my mil said "me dont know how to cook"...
4 me i know how to cook but no da way u guys gonna like it...
Even after deliver i try to cook 4 myself but she said..wat pe nak msk mama dah msk..
Btol mama dah msk but i want to eat what i want...but in order nak jge hati ak pon mkn..n x msk..tmbh keje blk pon lwt...

But i got my target regarding msk ni
My milestone is once my baby reach 6mth i will cook again...n now i got a lot of think dat i want to cook..but agter hear what my mil said...i feel so offended...

I cant share this feeling with my husbnd nor to a good friend of my....kalau x it seemd like bke peking di dada..so what i did to throw this feeling IS!!!!!. I google n lucky i found my old blogg....

Dat da reason 4 mw to start writing again...
Actually i got 1000 stories to be write but da rest i just keep to myself 1st cz i still got some space 4 it in my heart..but diz story i cant keeo dat y i write again....

But what ever it is...i make a PROMISE to myself. I wanna b happy i choose 2 be hapoy  i will slide it away..cz this is 4 da sake of my husbnd..i dont wanna know if he choose his mother over me.. if i share with him how i feel..

I will b +ve about this..im broken now but i wont show my weak side..i take dis as challenge to improve myself..i dont want to feel defeated over -ve vibes...i choose to be +ve...to stay strong n da most important part i want to cool 4 my baby..he will eat only what i cook..not from my mother or mil..  they can replace how i shower my love to my baby on how i cook...and etc....

Last word : even if i died today..i will be happy cz i choose to be happy and to make my hubby happy...may Allah make me an angle 4 my husbnd..who will wait 4 him at the Jannah..Aminnn~~~~